She slept with a stranger at 65 to feel like a woman again…
Ofelia snatched the photo from him, her hands trembling. It was the same one Efraín had taken of her at the fair, two months before her world fell apart. Two months before the hospital told her her baby had been stillborn and handed her a sealed box.
“Who the hell are you?” he yelled, feeling like his heart was going to burst from his throat. Arturo ran his hands over his face, devastated. “I recognized you by the earrings… when you took them off last night,” he murmured.
Ofelia froze. The old gold earrings with the green stone. The same ones she'd been wearing the night she gave birth, the ones that disappeared in the hospital.
Arturo pulled an old wallet from his jacket. He took out another photo and threw it onto the bed. It was a picture of a newborn baby, wrapped in a blue blanket. Its earrings were taped to the fabric.
“I was 22 years old when they handed that child to me,” Arturo sobbed, weeping with a pain that came from deep within him. “What baby?” she stammered. “Yours, Ofelia.”
The hotel room was turned upside down. Ofelia jumped out of bed, barefoot, almost spitting out the words. “You’re an idiot! My son is dead!” Arturo looked her in the eye: “No, Ofelia. I’m the man who took in the boy they stole from you.”
Ofelia felt like vomiting. The bastard she'd just slept with had been complicit in the worst tragedy of her life. Arturo explained quickly, before she beat him to death. His mother was a nurse at that hospital.
One morning, the nurse arrived home with the baby wrapped in a blanket and told Arturo not to ask questions. A wealthy and powerful family in Puebla had paid a fortune to have him made disappear. Arturo's mother raised the child for two years, until bodyguards came and forcibly took him away.
“I’ve been looking for you for six months,” Arturo confessed, pulling out a napkin with Ofelia’s name and the address of the dance hall on it. “My mother died a week ago. On her deathbed, she confessed everything to me. She told me that the woman who paid to have your son disappear is still alive and that you should sit with her and pray every Sunday.”
The walls seemed to want to crush Ofelia. “Who?” she demanded. Arturo lowered his head and uttered a name that fell like a block of cement: “Doña Consuelo Rivas.”
That damn mother-in-law. Efraín's mother. The sanctimonious old woman who for 40 years held his hand at mass, telling him: "Resignation, Ofelita, these are tests from my father God."
Ofelia dressed haphazardly. She put her blouse on backwards and her shoes halfway down. She looked like a lioness whose chains had just been removed. “Take me to that bitch,” she ordered.
They drove to the church of San José in silence. It was Sunday. Puebla was already awake, smelling of tamales and the exhaust fumes of minibuses. They arrived just as the society ladies were entering, wearing their fine shawls.
There stood Doña Consuelo, at 90 years old, standing like a queen, leaning on a silver cane. Beside her was Marcela, Ofelia's daughter. Ofelia got out of the car in a fury, her lipstick smeared and her eyes blazing.
Marcela saw her and got scared. “Mom! What happened to you? Are you drunk?” Ofelia didn't even notice. She stood in front of her mother-in-law. Consuelo looked at her and, with her sharp wit, knew immediately that the charade had fallen apart.
“Daughter, you’re pale,” the cynical old woman said in an angelic voice. Ofelia slapped her so hard the sound echoed throughout the atrium. The ladies screamed. Marcela grabbed her mother: “Are you crazy? What the hell are you doing?!”
“Where is my son, you damned murderer?” Ofelia roared. Consuelo didn’t shed a single tear. She smoothed her hair and spat out her venom: “Don’t cause a scene in the house of God.” Ofelia moved within inches of her: “God doesn’t live in the same house as you.”
Consuelo lifted her chin. “That child wasn’t Efraín’s. You came to my house pregnant by a penniless wretch. I protected the family name. I saved your marriage.” Marcela let go of her grandmother, in shock. “What the hell are you talking about? Did my father know?”
Consuelo's silence was the answer. Efraín knew. Efraín, the perfect husband, had signed the papers to give away his own stepson in exchange for maintaining his image in Puebla's high society.
Ofelia felt like she was dying for the second time. Efraín had seen her cry oceans of tears while clutching an empty little box and never said a word. “We sold it,” Consuelo declared, cold as ice. “To a family in Atlixco who would have had a future.”
Marcela, crying with rage, took out the keys to her grandmother's old house. "We're going to your house this instant. You're going to give me the papers or I'll ruin you myself." They went to the old house downtown. Marcela smashed the lock on one of her grandmother's wooden trunks.
Inside, amidst rosaries and forged documents, they found the truth. The boy had been sold to the Armenta Castañeda family. Arturo read the paper. “They named him Daniel. Daniel Armenta Castañeda.”
There was a photo of a two-year-old boy in blue pants with black hair. Ofelia fell to her knees on the tiled floor, clutching the old paper. She wept for the milk that had dried up, for the 40 birthdays she hadn't sung "Happy Birthday" to, for having believed in a cowardly husband for 37 years.
That same afternoon, Consuelo was reported. Because of her money and age, she didn't immediately go to jail, but she was taken from her mansion in a wheelchair, escorted by police and surrounded by the gossip of the entire neighborhood that had previously fawned over her.
It took them a week to contact Daniel. Arturo acted as the intermediary, because confronting a 52-year-old man with 40 years of lies in one fell swoop was too much. Daniel was a doctor, a widower, and lived in Cholula. He had a daughter in university.
They arranged to meet at a café filled with bougainvillea. Ofelia arrived trembling, accompanied by Marcela. When Ofelia saw the tall man in a white coat with gray hair, her legs buckled. He had her same eyes.
They approached each other. Neither knew what to say. “They named me Daniel, but the man told me you wanted to call me Rafael,” he said, his voice breaking. Ofelia burst into tears. “I used to call you my darling.”
The 52-year-old doctor broke down and wept like a lost child. They hugged tightly, instantly healing four decades of a void that had torn at their souls. He told her that his adoptive parents had always been cold and that, before dying, his father had left him a safe that he never had the courage to open.
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